UNWANTED CRUSH ON ME!

THE UNWANTED CRUSH ON ME!

I have been harbouring this secret for a very long time now. It seems like it started immediately after I was born. I thought that when someone is crushing on you and you don't feel the same way about them, it's only fair that you tell them that you are not interested but this seems not to be the case between me and this stuff.

I have been refusing advances it made towards me, I have been thwarting its fantasies too. The dream that it will one day own me, romance me, make me drink with its bitter but painful love (pain can be sweet though)  was vibrating in her head yet giving up was the only thing she decided that she wouldn't do. I told her(in our way of communication) several times, that I have a girlfriend who gives me the same piece of cake she was offering, the same romance she was constantly providing without my approval, the same kind of hurdles she was posing but she won't back off.

The reason I am talking about this here today is that it has gone out of my hand right now. I thought this fight was only between us and it won't involve other factors until we agree or disagree but I was wrong. She has gone to an extent of recruiting her siblings to beat me into submission. Those siblings of hers have been causing havoc on my body of late, they caused me toothache, stomachache, backache and lots of muscle strains. I don't want to go missing and you people start asking my whereabouts because it's not easy fighting these fights. I am being forced to take a bitter herb but I am against it.

Someone who is not well conversant with this situation might think it's my fault to let such an emotional saga continue this way without putting an end to it but believe me, it's hard. I could have called my siblings on them too but these mofackaz are stronger than them. I say they are stronger not to offend my siblings but that's a cynical way of protecting them against this monster. I don't know what you call a female Casanova but that's basically what am battling. I have been solving some personal problems for a very long time now but this one is not going away anytime soon.

I know in my heart of hearts that am not gonna love this shit but it boggles my mind when one is reluctant to leave an area they are not wanted. She doesn't seem to comprehend the simple line of 'I Am Taken'. To be honest, the reason I don't want anything to do with her is not tied to the fact that I am currently being serviced by someone else. Had I been an amateur on things concerning love today, nowhere in my wildest dreams would I think about her half-backed and sun-tanned lackadaisical adoration? I am not the kind who is easily moved by tears coz mom once beat me while laughing and she was serious about it. I pray that one-day Nhialiny Deng Abuk would be passionate enough and judge this case I brought before him. A case involving me and this pain-sticking mermaid who comes and goes without a knock even. I hope that the next it comes and leaves, it wouldn't come back again. This is the absolute nonsense am tired of.

By the way, I was talking about 'Waja Ras, Kuem E Nhom, Headache or Kuumwa Kichwa! Bang!